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--- 07 - 08 - 30 ---

When this dream started all the world had become a dark place. Zombies and other dark creatures were outside. The dream started with Beast Boy and Robin, trying to find a place to hide. They seemed haunted.
They got to a cementery, and there were a fight. As the fight went on one of the tombstones got damaged. After Robin and Beast Boy got victorius from the fight they started to examinate the tombstone more carefuly and on a hunch Robin started to tear it appart. And his hunch were right.

Under the stone weren't a tomb but a secret passage that led into a masion. As Robin and Beast Boy got into the masion
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voldemort

--- 07 - 03 - 18 ---

This dream started after that a Pulse had been sweapt over most human, turning them into different looking creaters, that hunted and killed those that still where normal. How the Pulse operated I do not know, but the story line so far followed Stephen King's roman The Cell very well.

As the dream jump into story we're are a gang of survivors, and in this gang I appear as Sora. As we do some adventures I accedently touch on of the human-creatures, which means that I will slowly turn to one of them. As this is being done we find Riku, which as also survived. And in the dream our friendship is something more. But I can't let him thouch me since I'm infected. The other in the gang wants to kill me direcly but Riku is able to convince them to let me live until I show signs of turning. So it works for a while, until Riku can't take it anymore and by touching me he also gets infected.

There the dream completely change and I'm in a new dream cast member. This time as female but I do not remember who the body belong too. Anyway now I'm the only human left that I know, maybe the last on the entire planet. And as I get into the core of the disaster I found the creature behind all of this. He is from an other dimension and the only reason he is here is because he wants to find himself a bride. (Which of course is my reincarnation in this dream.)

And then I woke up.


--- 06 - 10 - 31 ---

I were in this building and Sleven where there with me. We had been unlucky and had meet up with some gansters. These gangsters gave me a piece of paper and told me to keep it. It were no important paper and I didn't felt for keeping it. Sleven tried to make me go along with it all but that just made me more stubborn to mess with them. Not my brightest move maybe... So as fast as we got outside I trashed the paper, and I knew they saw it. Sleven saw it as well and he knew they would come to get revenge on me.

But for some time I maneged to hide, and everyone in the dream turned into CareBears. All the Care Bears decided the help me (I were one too) and by moving all into one house they thought it would be harder for the gansters to se if I were there and attack. But then one day I happened to be alone in the house, and the door where open. So two of the ganster memebers went inside. I managed to hide under the darkest bed but they spotted me.

Next thing that happened where that I had been put in a housearrest by the gansters in waitning for them to kill me. But I were lucky. I had a ninja that where working on savning me. I could hear him, and also occasionally see him as he worked his way through the house were I was held. I couldn't talk to him though. I don't know why he gave me his attention or tried to help me get free. It were a rather dangerous mission. But before I know what happaned I woke up.

Sometime during the dream I also got a mail from Gayahtri saying:
"Hanna both me and Evelina know that you do a good job, but lately we have felt it as you have droped you bite." That senctence haunted me whole dream, and even after.

--- 06 - 08 - 24 ---

I had forgot my keys at work and in the dream, I knew it were a dream, I had this idea that ifI get to work before I wake up to pick 'em up I'll save some time. So said and done, I started to head for my work. Someone of my freinds tagged along it could have been Sleven or Zazzy. On my way there I also meet up with Micke. That were sorta nervous becuase in my world he's sorta cool. But he suddely started to talk about things I had no idea about. Like how he soon would have his brain surgy or something, and the chanse that it might not work. I couldn't hear all words but it sorta took me of guard, specially when he started to cry a little. I tried to be a little encourigeing but I don't think it went that good.

Anyway we got into the buildning we're the keys where, and it weren't really the place I worked. Or more companies lived there. I know we walked around a little and at some part we plaied basketball. As we walked around we also came across alot of people wearing the air symbol from Avatar:the last airbender, and I asked Micke where you could get those shirts. As we came to the place where the company had it's clothes for sell I started to check 'em through.

The first thing I found where clothes for babies but on one of them it stood 'Yoeng Yoeng' or what that Firebender master in Avatar is named! So I were sure I would find the sweater I wanted if I just where to find the little bigger clothes. Soon I made another discovery though, a whole section with Full Metal Alchemist clothes! Joy!

--- 06 - 08 - 22 ---

I where abroad. I had came along a mother and her two sons, and now I where waiting for them to get out from the store so we could jump on the boat we should take. The boat should go to Gotenborg (which is weired since that isn't abroad). As the ones I waited for finaly came out from the store the mommy lead them to the disk, and I felt a cold shower over myself when they showed up there 'assport'-card. I direcly started to check through my own bag and I felt to mothers eyes on me. She where worried I had forgottt/droped it. Becuase without it we wouldn't get anywhere. The passport card didn't look like normal anyway, it where just a small papper ticket, incanny similar to those you get when you're traveling 'Arlanda Express'. Anyway as I dug in my bag something on the desk got my eyes and it where actually a passport note! As I looked on it I couldn't quite see if it where mine or not since the text where in a very odd font. But before I needed to give it up I remembered where I had put it last time! It where in the same plastic case where I kept my maestro cards. And thus without further delay we got on the boat, and as fast as we went on they started to move out. But something didn't fell right. We stod right by the captain and he did no face so we could just assume everything where ok. But as we hit the water I suddely remembered that I'm not that fond of big boats. Not that I get sick I just don't fell very safe. Then before we got out in the canal the boat hit stones, other boats and stuff in the water makeing it very nervy. The waves also where pretty big. Anyway as we got into the canal the boat and water where a lot calmer. What then got on my nerve where a couple of boys that would bath around it. They would hang on the outside and tag along for a while, or jump right infront of it. There where one guy that should be happy is head didn't got crushed!...

--- 06 - 08 - 05 ---

In school more and more kids started to play with guns. There were lika a made up game, sort of like battle royal. And grown-ups didn't like this and where worried. I were a grow-up that where studing this, and also tried to get the kids to stop doing it on the schools I got to. Finding the cause so to say. The school that where next lay up north in Amerika. When you start the research it's very important that you're not accusing to the kids, but some how try to get to their level and understand them. After a couple of days I can confirm that the kids play a version of the dangerous game, where they play it and the basic rules. But the question of WHY they play it still remain. As I go through the corridor I find two girls looking on a map of the world. It's covering the whole wall and his beatiful. From the way the girls talk about it and the world I get the felling that this might be a lead. After the girls leave for food I countine to watch the map, trying to figure out what's so special with it. I'm not finding out anything then but I'm fairly certain that I will come back to that. Then I also join for lunch. As I sit down with the girls that looked over the map before a couple of boys comes by. They start teasing the girls and blamde them for traitors since they sit with me. I fell uncomfterbal, but I from what they say I can also get hints. My experince from other school say that mostly the factor for the game is bordedom, but I also see it that in my job I have to find a solution so that these kids would in that case have something to do to keep them occupied since I leave...

--- 06 - 08 - 04 ---

I couldn't get it. Here my friends stop, might have been Evelina and Gayathri, discussed world war. They had decide to create it for some reason I couldn't get. If they carried out their plan the whole world would be involved. Something they knew and didn't mind. I tried to make them change their mind but I had to leave, go out in the world where the warwould start. As I left the HQ more people were leaveing and we all jumped into the same car. But this driver where a total maniac and out of the 4 passanges only one stied after he had dropped of the other (Might have been Midnight). One of they guys that jumped out with me where some type of expert and he knew both history and had pretty good teories on the future, what the result of the war woul have on the human mind.

I where going to this new town now. During the whole trip I had this not in my gut. And as I arrived I pretty fast found out a very disturbing thing. In this town all the youngsters plaied a very dangerious game during the night. They simply ran around with guns and tried to shoot each other down. When it came to the guys it where 'OK' to kill them. Girl mostly didn't got killed that often though, but there where no rule against it. As I lived at a host family they had a son, and for some reason I don't longer remember we did go out that night, armed with a gun each. As we ran in the darkness the shooting started. I couldn't get how this could be happening. After all what was with the parents? How could they allow this? As we ran I heard my heart in my ears and the only sound louder then that where the gunshots. No matter where we went we always had apartments to one side of us, and that meant that on the bottom floor there where terraces that people hide in, aiming at us. As they said I where pretty safe since I where a girl and most of the opponents tried to shoot the guy infront of me. And then he got shoot. And that weren't all. The people that had got him where a gang of girls that didn't like me at all. They would try to kill me. So once again I ran, I ran towards the school. I had heard the stories of that there where places there people wouldn't cross, and hoped they wouldn't follow me. As I opneded the door and got in and contunied down the corriodor they caught up on me. Laughing at the idea that they would be scared of stories. That we should try to go this corridor and se if it where as bad as the stories, me first of course. In a second off carelessness I managed to steal the leaders gun though, which gave me a little upper hand. And I tried to shoot the leader girl, but the gun where all empty. I didn't think they had noticed it though and acted as nothing. Then next suprise happened. As we stood outside the koisk in the school two grown-ups came and enter it. Also the smart guy from before showed up. The other teens direcly hid their guns and to cover up the real reason they where here started to buy things from the kiosk. I also bought a Bravo jucie. But the trip down in the darkness couldn't be deelaied any longer...

--- 06 - 08 - 03 ---

I where abroad. I had came along a mother and her two sons, and now I where waiting for them to get out from the store so we could jump on the boat we should take. The boat should go to Gotenborg (which is weired since that isn't abroad). As the ones I waited for finaly came out from the store the mommy lead them to the disk, and I felt a cold shower over myself when they showed up there 'assport'-card. I direcly started to check through my own bag and I felt to mothers eyes on me. She where worried I had forgottt/droped it. Becuase without it we wouldn't get anywhere. The passport card didn't look like normal anyway, it where just a small papper ticket, incanny similar to those you get when you're traveling 'Arlanda Express'. Anyway as I dug in my bag something on the desk got my eyes and it where actually a passport note! As I looked on it I couldn't quite see if it where mine or not since the text where in a very odd font. But before I needed to give it up I remembered where I had put it last time! It where in the same plastic case where I kept my maestro cards. And thus without further delay we got on the boat, and as fast as we went on they started to move out. But something didn't fell right. We stod right by the captain and he did no face so we could just assume everything where ok. But as we hit the water I suddely remembered that I'm not that fond of big boats. Not that I get sick I just don't fell very safe. Then before we got out in the canal the boat hit stones, other boats and stuff in the water makeing it very nervy. The waves also where pretty big. Anyway as we got into the canal the boat and water where a lot calmer. What then got on my nerve where a couple of boys that would bath around it. They would hang on the outside and tag along for a while, or jump right infront of it. There where one guy that should be happy is head didn't got crushed!...

--- 06 - 08 - 02 ---

I where in school. Or not really me. It where more like I were observing from inside a persons body. Whoever this person were she didn't seem to have a good time. She were teased and bullied. But she managed to get at least one freind. A black/blue haired boy. As years past it where a little off and on how school were. As it where time for the gymnastics I noticed that the teacher where my Uncle Torgny. This leason he would teach how to do a triple somersault forward. Without further delay he showed us how to do it, but not explaining it. So when it where time to try it out you still didn't have much of a clue what you should do. Then during or after the gymnastics the people started to bullie the Me-person, but someone stepped in this time and interupted them. Another boy. After that he showed up from time to time and they fast became freinds. Then one week later it where time for gymnastics one more. This time Torgny showed some other complicated arobics that nobody could do. And with the new fraind they lry Me be ok. But then as I meet up with my dark haired freind he attacked Me. Psuhed me up towards a locker. As he held Me there he explained that I had got a new freind, and how I dared to do that after all years we had had. Me tried to explain to him that a new freind wouldn't meen I would give up on the old. And they he peed on me. That where really gross, and embarresing to walk home in.

--- 06 - 08 - 01 ---

I were at DreamHack. Once again in Grrl Techs monter. For some reason I couldn't figure out WHY I where there. After all we had decided not to be at DreamHack this year. But there where more people there. Claes and Toste I remember but there where more. And Jessica where there as well. As I asked her what we where doing there I found out that Jessica had agreed on takeing on the task with DreamHack. She had really wanted to even if I had turned down the job. But when she needed people in the display case she I had say yes to that job as long as it didn't mean any extra work. The LAN had not officially opned yet and there where alot of other people still staying so I went out to explore the area. And I found a room with some game, but the most suprising where to find Magnus Uggla in it. He where just as pictured with black affro and shades.

It were someother time and some other place. We where hunted but I don't know from what. Everything had been changed. This weren't as it should be. As we went down the staircase to the basement I had this weired felling in my stomach. And I found my dad down there. Or who he where in this world. It where hard, talking to him but he don't know who I where. Here he had become an inventor. He did smalls things but that just so fits him in a way...

--- 06 - 07 - 31 ---

It where at a festival. I where working in Grrl Tech display case. Everything where just fine. The only think that got me a little worried where that my brother should read a poem. The poem had 10 000words in it and even though I love my brother I'm not sure that where the task for him. But it where to late to back out now. I had to print out and give him the poem he needed direcly. Fortunely for me (maybe) I didn't stay around long enough to hear him read it. Instead me, Jessica and another for the Grrl Tech girls looked around at the different sellstalls that where everywhere. The most interesting one where a stall that sell t-shirts with game prints on them. But even thought I check there where nothing there that made me totally inlove with a design...

--- 06 - 07 - 30 ---

A school trip, that is what I think it were. I do not any longer remember where we where or who where there. All I know is that we where on our way home. For the moment we where waiting for a subway train. Maybe we where in Stockholm becuase I do remember the train being yellow. Anyway while we where waiting the leders of the trip offered all of us a bun and something to drink in a kiosk. As a line started to be forming people pushing and trying to get as far as possible. For some reason I didn't fell up to do that so I moved a bit backwards. Then I did it again, and again. The bun we got didn't seem so tasty anyway since it had almond on it, and I don't like almond. Then a fight started. One of the guys in the class got attacked by a black man. At first no one interfered, so I did. If I hit, threw something och simply said something I don't know. His attention where caught on me, and I think I got hit. In someway I got the upperhand and and he left eventually. I had not lost my place in the line again and got last. The boy that I have helped, he didn't say nothing to me. I tried not to care but I knew I would have liked him to thank me. And then the subway train came, just as I grabbed my bun. With haste I took my bag and together with the other I mangeged to slip into the train. This one where only takeing us to the real train station. As we got out we didn't have to wait long for the new train, and I tried to get up my ticket as I also tried to get on the train. But the doors closed before I could get on. I ran long it as it started rolling and pusched the circular button that where ment to open the doors. But it just stoppet temporalry before it continued. I don't remembered if I cried or not...

--- 06 - 07 - 29 ---

Games where plaied. It where me, ZzazzafrazZ and Sleven that plaied some computergame together. The apartment wheren't any of ours. I don't know who it weres but that person weren't home. Then Sleven had to go, which left me with ZzazzafrazZ. So while he left I started up the game Neverwinter nights, thought I should give it a new chance. Becuase after all you could make your own character design in that game, and pretty advanced too. And that I wanted to do. ZzazzafrazZ joined me and started to read from the manual how it worked and such, which I listned to with half a ear. But I never got to complete my character before the game started to play.

Inside the game it weren't really a game. More of like the felling of a masqurade or teather. I were there, in a villiage, and a lot of kids where there too. Then this strange came along. It were a girl. As she got closer she jumped of the horse and greeted me. And she had a crossbow, which were rather on in this time, since well... You don't normaly use crossbows. And it were clearly homemade. I got the chance to try it out, which where awsome, and as I check the sight I even saw a white little dot to help me. But as I shot I still missed. The girl took the crossbow back and with an easyness I hadn't displaied she shoot to shots that both got right on target. Not only did she own a crossbow, she could handle it! Then the news came, a boy from our town had disappered! Without futher notice the girl jumped on to her horse and rode of. It didn't take long until she where bac, but not alone. She had managed to get the wild horses into a enclosed pasture. Wild horses, this girl where really something. As she sat down again I approched, wanted to help and she handed me over a tube with 'Klass 1'. I somehow recognised the type and then it hit me. This where a typ with a special salve that only the best cosplaiers could get. They got it from the top of an high order. The purpose of the salve that it could make things happen for the cosplaier, things that couldn't normaly happen, to make it possible for them to even more truthfuly play out their role of choise. As I realised this the girl took the salve from me and stroke it out on the white male horse, the leader horse, to be able to talk to him. But before she could get the answere from him where to boy where he turned into a white smoke, like a ghost, and disappered.

At that time we thought that it would be worth to check out rest of the convention and I can tell you, that convention where big! Everywhere where diffirent people dressed out. There where a lot of display cases where you could try out different stuff. After walking around for hours, this where the last day we would be staying, sleeplyness came. A lot of people fell asleep where they sat, refusing to go to bed as this where the last hours of fun avalibal. I didn't want to go to sleep either. As I walked around I found a guy haveing trouble to plug in a portalconsole to try out the a game. I helped in get his own rolling and then grabbed my own. The game where a pokemon game. I have plaied pokemon before so I helped my neighboor plaier to get started. Then it where only to start catch 'em all...

--- 06 - 07 - 25 ---

I'm going by bus again. For some reason I out traveling, and I know that I have ride this particulary bus before. And at the same spot as before I se him, Edward Eric. He's sitting before a hole in the ground and I know he's waiting for his brother. His brother disappered down in that whole days ago and Ed will not move until he comes out again. But I can't stay, I must countiny wy own trip. I'm fighting to get home. For some reason I'm in a strange place where nothing looks the same twice. And thus I have to fight to get to the right place. At some point I meet to people. They are behaving as they would be my mom and dad. Try to make me belive them but I know they are not. But I play along to be able to get some hint on what to do next. But it's all a false lead. Even if I play along, in the end I always end upp being where I started...

---06 - 07 - 24 ---

I'm bikeing through the town. ThenI spot something in a trashcan near by. It's a fivehundred bill, and one more! Heck, there is even a ONE THOUSAND bill in the trash can. Without more thinking I take them and continue biking. I'm going back to school. Inside Midnight is playing WC3. I join her. There is a third person there as well. A girl I think. I think I win, or at least are close. They someone comes back. It's Oggie Boogie Man. He's to worst teacher on the school and he scares me. He's frightening, more then normal. It's only me and Mid and the unknow in the classroom. If he does something, who would know? But then Mid gets the grip on a lose end, or where it me, and Oggie Boogie falls apart as the thread is pulled. Mid and the other girl starts playing. This time it's WOW. I have cancelled my account and can't play. The other girl (Mike??) have cancelled it to but still have some time left on it. I visit my brother in the classroom near by. He have an active account. If I borrow his at least I can still play with the others today...

--- 06 - 07 - 24 ---

He sat infront of his computere. The sky outside where dark, not even stars shining. He were a simple guy with a simple job. He were a happy person that liked his job and had freinds. He didn't hate anyone and didn't have any reason to do what he did next. Infront of the computere he planned the killing of two people. Two people that he didn't know but that he had noticed in is life. Maybe they were neigboors, maybe mailmens, maybe they worked in a store close by. I don't know. But for some reason he had desided that he would kill them. He felt no remorse, he felt no regret. In one part of the soul a bell rang, a warning that he might not be sane. That he might see someone. But his plan where perfect, never would they be able to tie this to him! From his computere he sat the plan in motion and before the sun rose two dead people where laying in his courtyard. Before he went to work the police came knocking on the door. Two persons. Just as planned. He answered the questions as he should. But he made his thoung do a small slip. Nothing to damageing, but the older of the policemen noticed this and he probably would get visitet again. He still felt nothing over the day. He were a little troubeled that he had made this trouble for himself but for the dead persons he felt nothing. He went to work as normaly and there everyone talked about the dead ones. He did the responses that were expected of him but he felt nothing more. But when he got home that day he felt it, the excitment, to fool the police...

--- 06 - 07 - 23 ---

The new JLA movie where out. I watched it on my computere and saw that the time of it where running out. The movie had not been as great as one could hope but still it were pretty ok. They plot had so far mostly envoled around some terrorists that planned to a big attack on the states with new mass destructive weapons. A common plot. They had now entered the military base and where fighting. Wounder Woman, Superman and Flash had their hands full on beating down the bad guys. That's when Flash noticed the head of the operation flee into a side corridor and without thinking more on that he ran after. Even though he is the man of light the leader of the terrorist managed to shut the solid steel door to the corridor. One might think that this wouldn't been a obstical to Flash as he can vibrate through solid materia. But something isn't right. Somehow Flash has trouble to come upp in the right speed to get through. By this time Wounder Woman is done on her side and have reached to door as well.
The time of the movie is ticking down. A ending that promise a sequel don't seems far away. Damn! That means I'll have to wait at least two more years to find out what will happen. And now when it finaly have got interesting. What with Flash loseing his powers? Will he tell the other members of JLA? Will whatever affecting him affect the other heros too??

Flash is running, Flash is me, and the area around has a stricking resemblance to where I lived as a child. Yellow and red brick aparments placed so that for a stranger it would look like a maze, but for one knowing the area there aren't many secrets not know... The villian from the terrorist atempt is there again. This time no high plans is made, he's only a father with his wife and son. The son has the name Naruto. He's a young and optimistic lad with yellow bright hair and a orange overall, even if the weather is warm. The wife to the man is the silent type. She had felt they pain of his hands to often to speak up against him. Even if what he asks of her pierces her very soul. Becuase something is amiss. Flash, I, have somehow got the information that in this house is a forth family member. A young girl, Naruto's sister. For a reason only her father knows she is not allowed outside her room. The door inside is always locked and the only one that know of her excistense is her father and mother, and I. I want to act fast, but with the recent disapperance of my powers I can not act alone. Besides as a hero I must act insice the law. I belive that I the key to a plan will be the young boy, Naruto. I approach him. He is practesing is ninja technices in a tree. Beeing trusting as he his it's no problem to make him start talk about his family. A family which he love. His father has skillfuly hid his sadistic streaks from the boy, I can clearly make that out from how he speaks. He admits that there is a room in the apartment thats always locked and I tell him the truth. At first he don't believe it. How could his father be so cruel? And how could his mother not object? I tell him that there is a way he can prove me right or wrong. The only thing needed is that he needs to do as I say. I need his skill to do shadow clones to make my plan work. He agrees. I have already called the police. I only need to be there in case of something unexpected happens. Otherwise the child, Naruto, and the police will be able to finish this case themselves. And the girl, the daughter of the family, will be set free....